Adulthood

It has been a long time since I ever write a blog post over here.
And guess what, it is the memories of others which brought me back here.
I am so glad that I am still on my way towatds my life goal;)


After several years, I am officially a provisionally-registered pharmacy who had graduated from IMU and UOS.
Time flies and I am still growing!

11 months back then, I was in UK, stressing up with all the finals, assignment and the fear to fail my final exams. I begun a new life there with all the unfamiliar culture, maps and the people there. What make it became more tough is that I have to take care of myself and live without those who have been looking after me in my homeland.

However, as time goes by, I realised good work is able to compensate all my weakness. Direction noobie just travelled to so many states in Europe and England by just depending on walking and public transport. I used to be a timid girl who ain't dare to take public transport myself! Not even to say that to plan a 1 month trip. Eventually I did it, even be a tour guide for my family. I am totally still unbelieve that I could make it.....The good work paid off, which gained myself a whole lot of travelling experience.

And yay, I like travelling!

Without any delay, I shall continue my good work journey to do something great for my life!

*Good work changes life, and pushing you towards the good side*

12.12.12

Hey! people! Today is 12th dec 2012!
12.12.12~Such a wonderful and memorable day..
I guess there must be many cute and harmony couple is married today..
such a good day and it's gonna take many years to get back to it~
ENJOY~

After a long lost~

Hey!
I am finally back to blog now!
I have been kind of busy all these days due to two jobs I am currently working for...
You would have think that I am crazy over money...
and I am going to just admit it: yes I am..

I have never thought that I wanted to get another job other than teaching tuition in bleesing tuition center..
but there's a day when I read the tuition fees for my dream course in IMU!
and the numbers that followed after the RM alphabets had surprised me..
It's almost 20,000 for each sememster!
I know it will be a burden for my mom to pay for it..
and I thought i shall get some job during my free time, trying hard to get as much  money as I can, at least to be able to use it for my daily use..
In this way, I think mom will feel better and just focus on getting money for my studies..
I am so glad that mom actually supports me to pursue in what I like to study~
There is a little dream in my heart---to be a pharmacist in the future..

When i was a kid, I have dreamt of being a nurse or maybe a teacher..
And that's great! I am doing it now..
and that's why I am now teaching form 4 and 5 students in blessing tuition center!
and I hope I would accomplish my pharmacist dream too without any hesitant and regret~


Ones must believe in themselves in order to get things to be their own..

and here is the qoute that totally suit my feeling now~
believe in your dream and they may come true, believe in yourself and they will come true.



oh yeah! I have something to share here,nearly forget about it..
recently I have been reading this amazing book-- before i go to sleep by SJ Watson..
and most of the time i read it before i hit to sacks~
haha~isn't it quite suit to the title of the book?
oh well, this is a book with many climax in it!
It's talking about a woman named Christine who could only keep her memory to stay for 24 hours..
and she's living with a guy who had named himself as Ben, and declared himself as her husband.
She will asking where is she and who is the man that sleeping beside her once she wakes up early in the morning...
and she had been living as if everyday is a new day for her for 20 over years..
and met Dr Nash who promised to help her by giving her some treatment..
He suggested her to write a journal about what had happened to her everyday so that she could read it the next day when she was blank after a sleep, and so she did..
She found out that "ben" is distrustful since he kept on telling her lies.
and eventually she found out that that"ben" is not her husband, his name is mike, who had affair with christine last time..
In the end of the story, she is back together with her loves one and also her son~
and she seems to regain all her memories and without a clear say if she is totally recover~


Hummph... currently craving for hunger games book~
but no one has finished it yet so far...
Karyn! faster finish up the book and lend it to me ='(

Lazy bug

the second week of June..
and it's only 2 weeks past after My A-levels finals ended..
I did nothing in last week~
I feel so empty right now..
As I said life without stress is lifeless.
maybe you will think that stress is not good to health..
and how can one likes stress so much..
In fact,
if you actually have thought about it,
you will know how important is STRESS to us..
I will be starts thinking what should I do in the next morning...
and when it's morning, you will find a lot of excuses to postpone all your shecdule as the most frequestly used excuse is I have a lot of free time, so it's okay to do it later...
day after days... You will never get to finish those works that you have planned to accomplish them...
none has done yet..
Slacking and playing around are things that I did..
Isn't it sound like lazy bug?
okay!
I am now!
telling myself!
to do all things that I need to do from tomorrow onwards!

Oh well,
I actually still have one paper to go!
that is IELST!
gosh!
I better start doing exercises by tomorrow...


jiayou!
bahshia!=D

anger

I was thinking.. Am I the one who is stingy? My mom came back home and started cooking as usual. and in the middle, She received a phone call.. and I know It's a call from uncle.. She hang off the call and back to her cooking again.. I was watching Korean drama and enjoying myself on couch.. After a while, there was key sound that seemed like my door was going to open soon.. There are only an idea across my mind: uncle is here now for dinner! oh my! I didn't get any information from mom that he is coming over for dinner. and you see... this is why I am so angry now.. Am I a living thing in this house? Why the hell is she not telling me there will be someone coming over?! I am not ready at all... I think everyone is doing the same as what I done normally.. we just want to make ourselves be comfort at home.. and do whatever stuff that we've never done it outside.. like how you wear and a lot of things.... I was just stunned and ran into my room.. I am not ready for meeting uncle at that time =( and it's the time right after I have done my exercise~ urgh~ and he smoke in my house!!!! I seriously hate cigarette smell and can't bare with it! I can't endure anymore! I am trying to avoid from mom's eye as my eyes are filled with anger now! But I feel so damn sorry to her T.T maybe I am just too much! over reaction? I don't know~ I am in confuse with myself... arghh~ I don't like when I am being so stingy on this little thing~ please! be awake~ okay~~ I think I am okay now... 淑娴~加油！！！

22nd of Apri 2012l~It's a sunday~

Wow! blogspot updated something new here! and it's so cool~ I like it! hehe~ oh yeah! Today is a big day for me! 22nd of April in 2012! today is my last day of being Probate in driving! I'm going to get my CDL tomorrow night~ It's time to say goodbye to My lovely P license! hahahahahhaa~ I can't even describe my feeling now~ i've visited doctor yesterday.. and have to eat 2 type of pills and 1 has to mix with water before drink! and I asked the nurse to confirm if the medicine will make me feel tired or sleepy.. and she said no~ but how come I can feel sleepy after eating them? haiyo~ see~ I know my body cannot take it... a little bit also feel sleepy~ okay la~ hit to the sack now~ and tomorrow is school day again~ good bye my 3rd semester break~ goodbye my lovely 2 weeks holiday~ GOODBYE HOLIDAY~

Thursday on 19th of April 2012

YO!
It's midnight at 00.13 now!
I am still awake!
hehe~
well, I have been sleeping late these few days because I'm having my 3rd semester break now!
and this is already the 2nd week~
in another words~ I'm going back to college on next monday..
T.T。。。。
I'm so not ready for classes and finals yet!
oh well...
that day still will come!
okay~trying to do my best before I feel regret..(eventhough I have already feeling regret for wasting this holiday)

Today have to wake up early to do bio past year questions~
and then move on to cooking class~as my mom is going to teach me some cooking~tehee~
When comes to night, there will be 3 students coming for my bio lecture~
and I think that will be my day~