Adulthood

It has been a long time since I ever write a blog post over here.
And guess what, it is the memories of others which brought me back here.
I am so glad that I am still on my way towatds my life goal;)


After several years, I am officially a provisionally-registered pharmacy who had graduated from IMU and UOS.
Time flies and I am still growing!

11 months back then, I was in UK, stressing up with all the finals, assignment and the fear to fail my final exams. I begun a new life there with all the unfamiliar culture, maps and the people there. What make it became more tough is that I have to take care of myself and live without those who have been looking after me in my homeland.

However, as time goes by, I realised good work is able to compensate all my weakness. Direction noobie just travelled to so many states in Europe and England by just depending on walking and public transport. I used to be a timid girl who ain't dare to take public transport myself! Not even to say that to plan a 1 month trip. Eventually I did it, even be a tour guide for my family. I am totally still unbelieve that I could make it.....The good work paid off, which gained myself a whole lot of travelling experience.

And yay, I like travelling!

Without any delay, I shall continue my good work journey to do something great for my life!

*Good work changes life, and pushing you towards the good side*

12.12.12

Hey! people! Today is 12th dec 2012!
12.12.12~Such a wonderful and memorable day..
I guess there must be many cute and harmony couple is married today..
such a good day and it's gonna take many years to get back to it~
ENJOY~

After a long lost~

Hey!
I am finally back to blog now!
I have been kind of busy all these days due to two jobs I am currently working for...
You would have think that I am crazy over money...
and I am going to just admit it: yes I am..

I have never thought that I wanted to get another job other than teaching tuition in bleesing tuition center..
but there's a day when I read the tuition fees for my dream course in IMU!
and the numbers that followed after the RM alphabets had surprised me..
It's almost 20,000 for each sememster!
I know it will be a burden for my mom to pay for it..
and I thought i shall get some job during my free time, trying hard to get as much  money as I can, at least to be able to use it for my daily use..
In this way, I think mom will feel better and just focus on getting money for my studies..
I am so glad that mom actually supports me to pursue in what I like to study~
There is a little dream in my heart---to be a pharmacist in the future..

When i was a kid, I have dreamt of being a nurse or maybe a teacher..
And that's great! I am doing it now..
and that's why I am now teaching form 4 and 5 students in blessing tuition center!
and I hope I would accomplish my pharmacist dream too without any hesitant and regret~


Ones must believe in themselves in order to get things to be their own..

and here is the qoute that totally suit my feeling now~
believe in your dream and they may come true, believe in yourself and they will come true.



oh yeah! I have something to share here,nearly forget about it..
recently I have been reading this amazing book-- before i go to sleep by SJ Watson..
and most of the time i read it before i hit to sacks~
haha~isn't it quite suit to the title of the book?
oh well, this is a book with many climax in it!
It's talking about a woman named Christine who could only keep her memory to stay for 24 hours..
and she's living with a guy who had named himself as Ben, and declared himself as her husband.
She will asking where is she and who is the man that sleeping beside her once she wakes up early in the morning...
and she had been living as if everyday is a new day for her for 20 over years..
and met Dr Nash who promised to help her by giving her some treatment..
He suggested her to write a journal about what had happened to her everyday so that she could read it the next day when she was blank after a sleep, and so she did..
She found out that "ben" is distrustful since he kept on telling her lies.
and eventually she found out that that"ben" is not her husband, his name is mike, who had affair with christine last time..
In the end of the story, she is back together with her loves one and also her son~
and she seems to regain all her memories and without a clear say if she is totally recover~


Hummph... currently craving for hunger games book~
but no one has finished it yet so far...
Karyn! faster finish up the book and lend it to me ='(

Lazy bug

the second week of June..
and it's only 2 weeks past after My A-levels finals ended..
I did nothing in last week~
I feel so empty right now..
As I said life without stress is lifeless.
maybe you will think that stress is not good to health..
and how can one likes stress so much..
In fact,
if you actually have thought about it,
you will know how important is STRESS to us..
I will be starts thinking what should I do in the next morning...
and when it's morning, you will find a lot of excuses to postpone all your shecdule as the most frequestly used excuse is I have a lot of free time, so it's okay to do it later...
day after days... You will never get to finish those works that you have planned to accomplish them...
none has done yet..
Slacking and playing around are things that I did..
Isn't it sound like lazy bug?
okay!
I am now!
telling myself!
to do all things that I need to do from tomorrow onwards!

Oh well,
I actually still have one paper to go!
that is IELST!
gosh!
I better start doing exercises by tomorrow...


jiayou!
bahshia!=D

anger

I was thinking.. Am I the one who is stingy? My mom came back home and started cooking as usual. and in the middle, She received a phone call.. and I know It's a call from uncle.. She hang off the call and back to her cooking again.. I was watching Korean drama and enjoying myself on couch.. After a while, there was key sound that seemed like my door was going to open soon.. There are only an idea across my mind: uncle is here now for dinner! oh my! I didn't get any information from mom that he is coming over for dinner. and you see... this is why I am so angry now.. Am I a living thing in this house? Why the hell is she not telling me there will be someone coming over?! I am not ready at all... I think everyone is doing the same as what I done normally.. we just want to make ourselves be comfort at home.. and do whatever stuff that we've never done it outside.. like how you wear and a lot of things.... I was just stunned and ran into my room.. I am not ready for meeting uncle at that time =( and it's the time right after I have done my exercise~ urgh~ and he smoke in my house!!!! I seriously hate cigarette smell and can't bare with it! I can't endure anymore! I am trying to avoid from mom's eye as my eyes are filled with anger now! But I feel so damn sorry to her T.T maybe I am just too much! over reaction? I don't know~ I am in confuse with myself... arghh~ I don't like when I am being so stingy on this little thing~ please! be awake~ okay~~ I think I am okay now... 淑娴~加油！！！

22nd of Apri 2012l~It's a sunday~

Wow! blogspot updated something new here! and it's so cool~ I like it! hehe~ oh yeah! Today is a big day for me! 22nd of April in 2012! today is my last day of being Probate in driving! I'm going to get my CDL tomorrow night~ It's time to say goodbye to My lovely P license! hahahahahhaa~ I can't even describe my feeling now~ i've visited doctor yesterday.. and have to eat 2 type of pills and 1 has to mix with water before drink! and I asked the nurse to confirm if the medicine will make me feel tired or sleepy.. and she said no~ but how come I can feel sleepy after eating them? haiyo~ see~ I know my body cannot take it... a little bit also feel sleepy~ okay la~ hit to the sack now~ and tomorrow is school day again~ good bye my 3rd semester break~ goodbye my lovely 2 weeks holiday~ GOODBYE HOLIDAY~

Thursday on 19th of April 2012

YO!
It's midnight at 00.13 now!
I am still awake!
hehe~
well, I have been sleeping late these few days because I'm having my 3rd semester break now!
and this is already the 2nd week~
in another words~ I'm going back to college on next monday..
T.T。。。。
I'm so not ready for classes and finals yet!
oh well...
that day still will come!
okay~trying to do my best before I feel regret..(eventhough I have already feeling regret for wasting this holiday)

Today have to wake up early to do bio past year questions~
and then move on to cooking class~as my mom is going to teach me some cooking~tehee~
When comes to night, there will be 3 students coming for my bio lecture~
and I think that will be my day~

Tuesday on 3rd week of April

Okay~From now onwards..
I think I will be quite busy for the preparation for my finals!
So I'll be just posting random sentences that I feel like share with you, instead of posting the whole story here=)


I've called IMU to confirm my payment for processing fees~
and they said they a;ready received!
okay~one things have done!

then I visited twitter in the afternoon
and saw this phrase: happiness is not an accident, nor it is something that you wish for. happiness is something that you design!


And I have put the orange peel under the sun~ let's hope it will dry before night~gonna use it to chase the evil mosquito away!

My day

Today seriuosly is my day~
XP~
First of all I must say that I'm in an extremely good mood now!
yuhooo~
nothing special actually have happened on me~
But I like today for some little reason that you might not even care about it~
haha~
Today I got to ask a lot of questions in order to get rid of my yesterday's confused in math and bio questions~
and I got 30 sen discount from a stationary shop when I was purchasing an eraser!
hoho~and his baby was in the shop~what a cute baby he has~awww...
and I've met my secondary school friends in library today, and made a promise with her to tutor her for A2 next time~
I'll try my best to help her eventhough I'm not very expert in A-level syllabus~
And karyn have planned to have pork noodle mee as tomorrow's lunch~and this restaurant is just behind cpu builiding's area~
haha!
okay~
it's time for me to start with bio revision~
good bye ~
and I'm now waiting for a call from boss to confirm if there will be form 5 classes begin by this week~
aha!Let's see who will be my first form 5 student~
But somehow I feel like it's better to start with form 5 class after my A-level ended~
eventhough I thought of that, but there's no such thing that you can choose to teach or not as you're working and getting salary from people~
So I'll just let God to make this decision=)
Goodbye bloggy!

student's exam

Nowadays I am busy with my student's exam quiz...
as he will be having his first sem exam by next week!
And I found one useful website to get all form 4 and 5 trials papers and past year paper too!
I'm going to print out some and let him try out some question by this saturday~
Hope that he can do well in the first exam~
This is because once you've failed in the first exam, you will lose confident in that subject, then slowly, he might hate that subject~
I don't want he feels in that way>.<
So I will try my best to get him on the track!
and likes science =)
that's my job being a tuition teacher!
okay! downloaded some papers and going to print out tomorrow in college and pick some questions!=)
and here is the website (easy to refer next time~hehe)
http://berryberryeasy.com/2011/10/spm-2011-trials-papers/

29th of feb

after a four years interval, finally the special had came again!
today is 29th of feb 2012!
I wish today's baby can enjoy themselves and 1st things that they learn will be appreciate today!
=)
Well, there's pro and cons~
And I'm totally depressed by A2 test~
trials begins after a month later~
I am quite worried about it as I'm not well prepare yet!
not even a full preparation for any subjects yet up to now~
isn't it sounds so unsafe and sad?
But What can I do ?
I have to put more effort on practices~
especially past year questions~
T.T
alright..
I'm seriously not so in mood to blog,
just wanted to leave a blog on this special day~
kays~bye!
and back to my chemistry note for another one hour=)

Gathering+celebration 19th

Yo!
yesterday was too late and I couldn't get to here and pot you anything=)
I had gathering with 2ndary school's friends at IOI belouvard~
and we even dine at the same restaurant with bang & zelo!
that's a concidence~
I'm so sorry to said that no one of us know them until the we saw their faces appear in the TV screen!(the Tv is in that restaurant)
VV an I was late due to her working hours~
and they told us about bang&zelo once we had sat in our seat~
both of us were shocked and surprised!
eventhough I don't know them>.<
sorry....
then we went to washroom as they're sitting across washroom!XDDD
okay~I think I'll remember their faces ady~XD
then they!
planned to give me a surprise b;day cake...
but they failed to do that~
the condition is like this:
MK:hey...cat,do you want to go out for a walk as we three have finished our meal~
vv: why suddenly like this??why??
cat: yea...why??
SW: errr....talk softly>buy cake
cat: why need to buy cake?
dang!!!
everyone burst into laugh!
haha!!!
FAILED!
I must show them how to be surprise next time~
LOL~
they are so innocent and cute!
I like the way they are=)
BUT ACTUALLY MY B'DAY IS ON MONDAY 16TH OF JAN~
haha~
but they celebrated for me on 14th of Jan =)
THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!
and we celebrated it in library~
library??sounds like we are really going to read books?
LOL!
that's a pub named tu shu guan by the way!
haha!!!
then SW is drunk~
and drivers including me are not allowed to drink much..=3=
then the last drink of mine is hot chocolate to get rid of the alcohol in my body~
lol~~~
then we went home at 0000~~
the day end with a perfect ending~
ONCE AGAIN! THANK YOU=)

1st day of Sem 3

I reached home at 3.15pm after dropping my friend to her house=)
We had a nice chat in the journey~
arrr...
Finally there are something to fill up my day=)
that's study and make fun with friends.
For those who don't take physic have an extra hour freedom as Math lecturer is not here today, Mr Chan take over his period...
So in total, We only have 2 hours lectures todayXD
Fun to the max when we are gathered and chat a lot~~~~
No one is keeping their mount close in the class and outside~
That's the fun part when you have friends with you~
Ms Annie teaches Gene Tech today...
I am so not in mood for this complicated stuff to stuck inside my brain D:
But well, I need to overcome it~
eat it and maybe I might need a longer time to digest all of them =X
Okay,it's time to do some revision on Biology=D
goodbye~

Hi my dear sem3~

Weeeeweeeee~
Today will be my last day of semester break!
tomorrow is the first day of sem3~
and sem 3 is going to be a busy semester!
and it's 6 months study periods without break in between!
I'm just not going to use to it =(
I love resting!XDD
lazy bug~
oh well,that's not going to be true anyway~
life must be something challenging and tough to make us feel real!
Look forward for better days in the next 6 months in Taylor's~
Rock the months together=)
I love taylor's, and my friends!
It's time to bed~
good night~
class begins at 10 tomorrow~
But I have to reach college early to prepare for my university registration thingy~
又是得加油的另一天 =)

嗨!

2012!! hello!!!
=DDDD
新的一年，新的开始~
那么~~~~有新的幻想也是应该的吧？
嘻嘻....
有了幻想才有真实的美丽<或许我们会有一些不切实际的幻想~
但是，那只是一种娱乐，不要傻里傻气的把他给当真呢！
做人呀！还是要一年比一年的成熟~
成熟的世界里也得带点幼稚~我是说一点点哦~绝对不是多多多哦~
在这一年里~我希望我要的都能实现~
好了~
我要去忙了~
下次再聊~
Bye！



待会儿姐姐来我这儿呢！
=DDD
心情可说是好到暴！XD
一边听周杰伦的水手怕水一边写blogXP

Be trusted

One of my favourite food!

=D
I was out for the whole day,my dear bloggy~
I slept at 3something and had planned to wake up at 9.30 this morning~
But I failed to do so~
I continue sleeping until my phone rang~
and this is the call from JM~
I was trying to make myself to sound like I was awake for a long time ago~
but failed again~
haha~
she knew that I was late~
haha~~~~~
paiseh paiseh~I didn't mean to be late ~~sorryyyy~
But she didn't seem angry at me since this is my very FIRST time late for everything!
hehe~
I picked her up from her house and continue my day to MID VALLEY~
We shopped and have been eating for the whole day~haha~
I seriously like food and can't bear to not eat it whenever they are in front of me!
Bought one jeans from a shop~~hummph~~~ one from the jusco?harajuku?
all of the clothes are on sale!
and I bought it with RM40~
赚到叻~
But I spent more on food in the end~
then I got my online shirt too~
it's cost RM28!
I don't really like to spend too much of money on things that are not edible~
then~I'm gonna skipped a lot of details~sorry yeah bloggy~
We're home~that's it~我是懒人啦~
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Classes begin on 9th of Jan~
I'll be seeing students fetch their friends to college~
and their friends pay for the parking~
how familiar is these scene that I could see it every morning~
feel like It'll be weird if I don't see this scene in the early of the morning!
XDDD~

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Cousin brother found me in facebook before I went to bed~
and this is the reason that made me typing this blog at this late~
He wanted to buy a car so desperately ad his is now working without having a car~
I hope he can get one soon!
I have never lose hope on him eventhough he's not to be qualified as a good child~
I will always stand at your side,and try to correct you=)
I'm so touched since you trusted me so much=)
果然是亲戚呀！
希望我的肩膀够宽，可以让你躺几下~=D
但是躺了，就要请我吃大餐叻~
用车载我几圈也好啦~
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好了~我要睡觉了~
晚安~

insomnia

I didn't sleep for a day!
Opps~I thought I was suppose to sleep at 3 yesterday night~
but end up I was awake for the whole night~
Went out to have breakfast with dad as I had promised him to do so at the night~
Force myself to talk louder,smile more to make him thought that I had sweet dream for the night~
as I know he will be start nagging me if he find out I didn't sleep at all~
hehe~~
this is so called 善良的谎言~
and by this chance, I can totally feel the pain of those people who are in OT for work~
I couldn't get to digest my breakfast properly..
you can actually feel that the food is still in your esophagus~(maybe it's too over to describe in this way~)
end up take two hours nap and awake by dad's call~
=.=
stood up and went into toilet without even open my eyes~
but walked base on my memories...
after cleaning and bathing, went out to mamak with dad~
He told me that there's another young boy having drink with us when he was driving to mamak~
and I was just pretending to listen~
but in fact, I didn't hear any single word~
and got shock when I saw the youngboy sitting with us in the same table=.=
then both of them have a nice talk about thier works~
and I was just busy looking up the menu and ordered my drink!
I think he's purposely woke me up to meet that boy lo~
=.=
I don't want to meet any one when I am in the state of half sleeping le...
I didn't even talk much as I really don't have that much of energy to make fun~
I AM TIRED~
but yet, I smile a lot,in order to make them feel comfortable~=)
after that, they went to somewhere and enjoy their own holiday~XP
I didn't follow and went to ICHIBAN to get my books~
hehe~
you know what?
I got to park just right in front of ICHIBAN~
yeah~I am so thankful about it,or else I need to carry box of books and walk a long distance to get into my car~
thanks god=)
okay,I am super duper tired now~
and starts talking crap jor~
goodnight=)

2.20am

I'm still awake at 2.20am!
haha~~~
I had promised myself: today would be my last day of sleeping late~
I have to ajust my sleeping time back to 10pm again~
or else,I'll to get used to it,and can't sleep early when sem 3 begins~
YICHIBAN,is it going to open tomorrow?
My books are still in that shop ~~~
MUST get it on Tuesday~I need to do my math assignment~~~~~~
please~yichiban~please~~~~~OPEN ON TUESDAY~
担心啊~~~~
希望~额~~~不是希望~是一定要在开课前把功课给做完~
当然~我是不会忘了庆祝new year的~
好了好了~~~睡觉去咯~
just want to release some stupid "stress" over here before go to bed~
Good night,bloggy~=D
Got to wake up early tomorrow and have breakfast with Dad =D

SMOKE!

another 1 day fever and a few days of coughing~
and that it!!
two weeks spent on sickness is finally come to the end~=DDD
GOOD NEWS!

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Smell those cigarette smoke since early in the morning!
I hate people smoke nearby me~
especially in a space where I'm there~
I don't hate people smoke~
that's they own hobby~
but~please be polite~
don't smoke in these little space!
and I don't really willing to be a passive smoker~
you actually know the risk of taking cigarette ~
and yet you're making me be your passive smoker~
I'm not voice out my opinion on yr smoking,it is because I don't want someone to feel embarrass ~
and I don't want to hurt you either~
I hope you can read my action~
and stop your habit!
我不想无缘无故地讨厌一个人~
因为这是我父母教我的~
也希望你的父母曾经教你礼貌的道理~

Sick

Seriously,
I don't know what's wrong with my body.

Last Saturday,
I swam from 2000 until 2200.
The day when I can swim successfully，
other than me, my sister and her boyfriend came for swimming too.
As her boyfriend is the one who giving us swimming tutorial.
I must admit that I really scared of water for some stupid reasons?
There are too much example of ways to hurt yourself in water which shown in movies?
I know it is just a swimming pool...
It's not going to hurt me since there are no fishes are other creatures that would hurt me...
But I just can't stop myself to think about how fierce the fishes are especially shark!
Humph...
I know this is really sound stupid..But well, that’s what I think whenever I am in the water...
After two days teaching, I finally learnt how to swim!
I was too excited and couldn't stopped myself to scream..
hehe~~I hope neighbours wouldn't heard me!
XP
If they did so,
I have to say sorry here...I am not doing it on purpose..
Sometimes, my mind is out of control due to happiness overlapping my mind~XP
While I was still enjoying the feeling swimming in swimming pool,
I had never expected there is a nightmare coming soon....

On Sunday,
I couldn't stand properly and I could really felt that my head is too heavy to lift up!
Used a hand to touch my forehead...
Hesitating whether I was having fever or it's just an assumption?
I asked my mom to check for me...
And she said: yes, you are in fever now...go and get some panadols and sleep for a few hours.
What?!
I got sick in the first day of my semester break?!
WHAT THE HELL! (I'm so sorry that I have to use this phrase the describe my mood)
Okay, I told myself to eat one panadol and sleep for two hours.
I have thought I maybe will get well after these two hours...
Tick Dock Tick Dock...
Two hours passed, and I was awake, quickly ran toward my mom and ask her to check my forehead again!
I looked at her face and was waiting for her telling me the good news!
The evil song was played, and my mom said: you have to take another two panadol until you get rid of these stupid fever..
Alright, I was officially can-not-go-out-and-have-to-stay-on-my-bed.
Day ended with the accompanied of pills.

Monday,
I woke up at 9am and touched my forehead..
Still, I couldn't get to differentiate what's the correct forehead temperature..
Well, I tried to stand and felt that legs weren't in a good condition; I had to use a lot of energy to stand properly...
OM MY GOD...
FEVER! MORNING!
I didn't bother too much about the fever..
and I still out to MCD and 1U..
and took two panadol before sleep..
and my monday ended at least with some entertainment..

Tuesday,
My fever had gone!
shoo shoo~
好走~好走~不送了~
but...my sore throat has became more serious than before..
I totally can't talk too loud, or else, the pain really might kill my pain receptors.
I didn't talk much on Tuesday and went back to dad's house.

Wednesday,
which is yesterday!
Flu and Cough found me!
GG.com is what I need to surf on internet!
okay okay~I cheated myself that I will be better tomorrow...
CAN YOU SEE ME ONLINE NOW?
IT'S 4.45AM!
I can't sleep anymore..
the coughing is disturbing me from asleep~
SAD~~~~~
my throat is damn pain now~
GOD~please...
make all of these over quickly~