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I didn't sleep for a day!
Opps~I thought I was suppose to sleep at 3 yesterday night~
but end up I was awake for the whole night~
Went out to have breakfast with dad as I had promised him to do so at the night~
Force myself to talk louder,smile more to make him thought that I had sweet dream for the night~
as I know he will be start nagging me if he find out I didn't sleep at all~
hehe~~
this is so called 善良的谎言~
and by this chance, I can totally feel the pain of those people who are in OT for work~
I couldn't get to digest my breakfast properly..
you can actually feel that the food is still in your esophagus~(maybe it's too over to describe in this way~)
end up take two hours nap and awake by dad's call~
=.=
stood up and went into toilet without even open my eyes~
but walked base on my memories...
after cleaning and bathing, went out to mamak with dad~
He told me that there's another young boy having drink with us when he was driving to mamak~
and I was just pretending to listen~
but in fact, I didn't hear any single word~
and got shock when I saw the youngboy sitting with us in the same table=.=
then both of them have a nice talk about thier works~
and I was just busy looking up the menu and ordered my drink!
I think he's purposely woke me up to meet that boy lo~
=.=
I don't want to meet any one when I am in the state of half sleeping le...
I didn't even talk much as I really don't have that much of energy to make fun~
I AM TIRED~
but yet, I smile a lot,in order to make them feel comfortable~=)
after that, they went to somewhere and enjoy their own holiday~XP
I didn't follow and went to ICHIBAN to get my books~
hehe~
you know what?
I got to park just right in front of ICHIBAN~
yeah~I am so thankful about it,or else I need to carry box of books and walk a long distance to get into my car~
thanks god=)
okay,I am super duper tired now~
and starts talking crap jor~
goodnight=)

2.20am

I'm still awake at 2.20am!
haha~~~
I had promised myself: today would be my last day of sleeping late~
I have to ajust my sleeping time back to 10pm again~
or else,I'll to get used to it,and can't sleep early when sem 3 begins~
YICHIBAN,is it going to open tomorrow?
My books are still in that shop ~~~
MUST get it on Tuesday~I need to do my math assignment~~~~~~
please~yichiban~please~~~~~OPEN ON TUESDAY~
担心啊~~~~
希望~额~~~不是希望~是一定要在开课前把功课给做完~
当然~我是不会忘了庆祝new year的~
好了好了~~~睡觉去咯~
just want to release some stupid "stress" over here before go to bed~
Good night,bloggy~=D
Got to wake up early tomorrow and have breakfast with Dad =D

SMOKE!


another 1 day fever and a few days of coughing~
and that it!!
two weeks spent on sickness is finally come to the end~=DDD
GOOD NEWS!

================================================================
Smell those cigarette smoke since early in the morning!
I hate people smoke nearby me~
especially in a space where I'm there~
I don't hate people smoke~
that's they own hobby~
but~please be polite~
don't smoke in these little space!
and I don't really willing to be a passive smoker~
you actually know the risk of taking cigarette ~
and yet you're making me be your passive smoker~
I'm not voice out my opinion on yr smoking,it is because I don't want someone to feel embarrass ~
and I don't want to hurt you either~
I hope you can read my action~
and stop your habit!
我不想无缘无故地讨厌一个人~
因为这是我父母教我的~
也希望你的父母曾经教你礼貌的道理~

Sick




Seriously,
I don't know what's wrong with my body.

Last Saturday,
I swam from 2000 until 2200.
The day when I can swim successfully,
other than me, my sister and her boyfriend came for swimming too.
As her boyfriend is the one who giving us swimming tutorial.
I must admit that I really scared of water for some stupid reasons?
There are too much example of ways to hurt yourself in water which shown in movies?
I know it is just a swimming pool...
It's not going to hurt me since there are no fishes are other creatures that would hurt me...
But I just can't stop myself to think about how fierce the fishes are especially shark!
Humph...
I know this is really sound stupid..But well, that’s what I think whenever I am in the water...
After two days teaching, I finally learnt how to swim!
I was too excited and couldn't stopped myself to scream..
hehe~~I hope neighbours wouldn't heard me!
XP
If they did so,
I have to say sorry here...I am not doing it on purpose..
Sometimes, my mind is out of control due to happiness overlapping my mind~XP
While I was still enjoying the feeling swimming in swimming pool,
I had never expected there is a nightmare coming soon....

On Sunday,
I couldn't stand properly and I could really felt that my head is too heavy to lift up!
Used a hand to touch my forehead...
Hesitating whether I was having fever or it's just an assumption?
I asked my mom to check for me...
And she said: yes, you are in fever now...go and get some panadols and sleep for a few hours.
What?!
I got sick in the first day of my semester break?!
WHAT THE HELL! (I'm so sorry that I have to use this phrase the describe my mood)
Okay, I told myself to eat one panadol and sleep for two hours.
I have thought I maybe will get well after these two hours...
Tick Dock Tick Dock...
Two hours passed, and I was awake, quickly ran toward my mom and ask her to check my forehead again!
I looked at her face and was waiting for her telling me the good news!
The evil song was played, and my mom said: you have to take another two panadol until you get rid of these stupid fever..
Alright, I was officially can-not-go-out-and-have-to-stay-on-my-bed.
Day ended with the accompanied of pills.

Monday,
I woke up at 9am and touched my forehead..
Still, I couldn't get to differentiate what's the correct forehead temperature..
Well, I tried to stand and felt that legs weren't in a good condition; I had to use a lot of energy to stand properly...
OM MY GOD...
FEVER! MORNING!
I didn't bother too much about the fever..
and I still out to MCD and 1U..
and took two panadol before sleep..
and my monday ended at least with some entertainment..

Tuesday,
My fever had gone!
shoo shoo~
好走~好走~不送了~
but...my sore throat has became more serious than before..
I totally can't talk too loud, or else, the pain really might kill my pain receptors.
I didn't talk much on Tuesday and went back to dad's house.

Wednesday,
which is yesterday!
Flu and Cough found me!
GG.com is what I need to surf on internet!
okay okay~I cheated myself that I will be better tomorrow...
CAN YOU SEE ME ONLINE NOW?
IT'S 4.45AM!
I can't sleep anymore..
the coughing is disturbing me from asleep~
SAD~~~~~
my throat is damn pain now~
GOD~please...
make all of these over quickly~

Dance practice

TIERED!!
Dance practice for the whole day and there will be a full rehearsal tomorrow at night!
hmmph~
We learnt all the steps by today and only practiced for a couple of hours~
aha!
let's see how will it be tomorrow~=)
hope everything will be alright!
praying~

the moment when we were practicing:~
We keep on practicing on the parts which we are not familiar with for more than 10 times i think!
Oh my god~
can you imagine?
more than 10 times~
but hard work pay off everything!
We got to dance neatly for just one take!
woohoo~
then we had dinner together at weilin's house~
we eventhough talked a lot about ourselves when eating~
We were just too hungry~
you know why do I say that?
we actually bought nasi lemak with extra rice!
and yet we still feel hungry after finished eating nasi lemak!
haha!
We practiced too much and stomach want some reward!XP
me and meng yen went home first since we're facing exam~
then weilin, jia rui, pei zi and carine went to IOI to buy our costume ~
hmmph~hope they chose the right size for me~XD
alright! it's already very late~
is time to bed and wake up early for chemistry revision~
then gonna go for full rehearsal at YAK CHEE(my lovely primary school)
GOOD NIGHT

anyeong


Bloggyyyyy~~~~
anyeong!
I'm back now to visit you even though I said I'm not gonna online for 2 months?
haha~~
failed to do that but at least I did that for a month~
in between~
I had already did 2 practical papers~
which is chemistry and biology =(
I feel like wanna do the papers again~
I'm not satisfied with my careless mistakes~
but all are over!
I got to move on to prepare theory papers~
next paper will be on 31st of oct~
I hope I can do well in all theory papers!
My A-level 50%~~~~~
really have to work HARDER!
as what i had told a friend: It's AS cambridge exam~no more playing and joking around like last time =(
Oh My God~
It's like another spm need to face again~
next year gonna face final again~
again and again~
this is what we so call life cycle?
hmmph~crap la~XP
alright~
gonna say something about my healthy with you~
I don't get flu,fever or any diease~
but I got my muscle pain~
due to the dance practice~
oh yeah~
these dance is for my 小学新礼堂开幕典礼~
my lovely 母校~
and my adorable cousins are all studying there now~
gonna give them a surprise on stage XDDD
doing wave and shaking your butt are actually tiring le~
I thought its easy~
but when you did a lot of times, easy had turned to be pain la~
aigoo~
my muscle!
XDXDXD~
ahh well,
later gonna accompanymy sister to hair saloon~
I was thinking do I want to colour my hair or not?
let's see....
hmmphh~~~~
arrhhh~~~
I really have no idea~
okay~ math paper 6 now~
I must like it!
I'm lovin' it~

AS FINAL EXAM!!!!


Final is within 30 days later!
I'm gonna close myself in the room for one months(revision month)
and another exam month!
I WANT TO GET 90 AND ABOVE FOR EACH PAPER!!!
SUZANNE LIM!
YOU CAN DO IT!!
NO MORE PLAYING~
MO MORE ONLINE~
NO MORE WATCHING DRAMA AND ENTERTAINMENT SHOW!
YOU HAVE YOU CUT DOWN ALL THIS AMUSEMENT IN YR TWO MONTHS TIME!
learn to be self- control!
you are no more a kids!
you have to do everything for your own responsible!
alright!
I hope I can finish all those past year ques within one week and starts to revise questions~
林淑娴!!!
加油!
考个超级好的成绩来给自己一个惊喜吧!
aza hwaiting!
gambateh neh1!
J-I-U S-H-I!!!
I AM COMING!
AND TODAY IS MY LAST DAY ONLINE!
bloggy~bye for two months~
saranghea~