anger

I was thinking.. Am I the one who is stingy? My mom came back home and started cooking as usual. and in the middle, She received a phone call.. and I know It's a call from uncle.. She hang off the call and back to her cooking again.. I was watching Korean drama and enjoying myself on couch.. After a while, there was key sound that seemed like my door was going to open soon.. There are only an idea across my mind: uncle is here now for dinner! oh my! I didn't get any information from mom that he is coming over for dinner. and you see... this is why I am so angry now.. Am I a living thing in this house? Why the hell is she not telling me there will be someone coming over?! I am not ready at all... I think everyone is doing the same as what I done normally.. we just want to make ourselves be comfort at home.. and do whatever stuff that we've never done it outside.. like how you wear and a lot of things.... I was just stunned and ran into my room.. I am not ready for meeting uncle at that time =( and it's the time right after I have done my exercise~ urgh~ and he smoke in my house!!!! I seriously hate cigarette smell and can't bare with it! I can't endure anymore! I am trying to avoid from mom's eye as my eyes are filled with anger now! But I feel so damn sorry to her T.T maybe I am just too much! over reaction? I don't know~ I am in confuse with myself... arghh~ I don't like when I am being so stingy on this little thing~ please! be awake~ okay~~ I think I am okay now... 淑娴~加油！！！

anyeong

Bloggyyyyy~~~~
anyeong!
I'm back now to visit you even though I said I'm not gonna online for 2 months?
haha~~
failed to do that but at least I did that for a month~
in between~
I had already did 2 practical papers~
which is chemistry and biology =(
I feel like wanna do the papers again~
I'm not satisfied with my careless mistakes~
but all are over!
I got to move on to prepare theory papers~
next paper will be on 31st of oct~
I hope I can do well in all theory papers!
My A-level 50%~~~~~
really have to work HARDER!
as what i had told a friend: It's AS cambridge exam~no more playing and joking around like last time =(
Oh My God~
It's like another spm need to face again~
next year gonna face final again~
again and again~
this is what we so call life cycle?
hmmph~crap la~XP
alright~
gonna say something about my healthy with you~
I don't get flu,fever or any diease~
but I got my muscle pain~
due to the dance practice~
oh yeah~
these dance is for my 小学新礼堂开幕典礼~
my lovely 母校~
and my adorable cousins are all studying there now~
gonna give them a surprise on stage XDDD
doing wave and shaking your butt are actually tiring le~
I thought its easy~
but when you did a lot of times, easy had turned to be pain la~
aigoo~
my muscle!
XDXDXD~
ahh well,
later gonna accompanymy sister to hair saloon~
I was thinking do I want to colour my hair or not?
let's see....
hmmphh~~~~
arrhhh~~~
I really have no idea~
okay~ math paper 6 now~
I must like it!
I'm lovin' it~

Sun!

2 more days college re-open~
>.<
I want more holidays..
But I wanna meet all my friendssss~~~~
aiyo~
so the 矛盾~
outta jogging now..
hehe...
giving myself some running training before going for trekking with friend!
out now~~bubye~

怕

我到底在怕什么？
我怎么着么小胆呢？

那天星期五7月2日，
我迷路了~
我终究还是迷路了~
路痴是人为还是天生？
我不想把“路痴”两个字当作我迷路的挡箭牌~
我真的很怕那种迷路的感觉~
但是妈妈是多么努力地让自己不再那么地宠我~
我知道她没有时间带路给我~
但是她也很nu力地向我说明正确的去向~
可是我却无法明白~
是我过于苯吗？
模糊的答案~
连自己也不知道的答案~
我！
林淑娴！
会加倍努力的！
因为我可是爸爸和妈妈的女儿，姐姐的妹妹！

power

yeah!!finally finished typing all the invoices~~
yuhoo~~~just need to let boss check and rearrange everything once confirmed!
ah~~~~~I had spent alomost 29 hours to finish it~~
Opps~~~I still to help my dad to burn CD~~=.=~~
got to ciao now~~aiyo~~


later will try to finish 1 set of add math!!
gambateh neh!!!!!!!!!

plus oil

GAMBATEH!
still left half of the undang book is going to read..
but...
it is so many to read..
haiz..
wish i can score lo..
jia you!

Diet

yeah!!
I've success to lose 1 kg...
I have planned to lose weigh until 45kg!
Start from this second~I must say BYE-BYE to my delicious supper..
I must be patience to not to eat supper..
There a lot of beautiful pictures come out from my mind...
If i can success to reach my plan..
I think my elder sister will feel happy for me..
I think my mother will show a big thumb to me too!
how about dad?
haha...I think he will host me to eat my favourite food and drinks...
Wah! What a beautiful picture~
I wish I can make my dream to become true..
and there are some of my friends are on diet too..
I wish all of us can success in this..





not every people can make everything to be perfect..
but at least..
we have try it before..