Lazy bug

the second week of June..
and it's only 2 weeks past after My A-levels finals ended..
I did nothing in last week~
I feel so empty right now..
As I said life without stress is lifeless.
maybe you will think that stress is not good to health..
and how can one likes stress so much..
In fact,
if you actually have thought about it,
you will know how important is STRESS to us..
I will be starts thinking what should I do in the next morning...
and when it's morning, you will find a lot of excuses to postpone all your shecdule as the most frequestly used excuse is I have a lot of free time, so it's okay to do it later...
day after days... You will never get to finish those works that you have planned to accomplish them...
none has done yet..
Slacking and playing around are things that I did..
Isn't it sound like lazy bug?
okay!
I am now!
telling myself!
to do all things that I need to do from tomorrow onwards!

Oh well,
I actually still have one paper to go!
that is IELST!
gosh!
I better start doing exercises by tomorrow...


jiayou!
bahshia!=D

anger

I was thinking.. Am I the one who is stingy? My mom came back home and started cooking as usual. and in the middle, She received a phone call.. and I know It's a call from uncle.. She hang off the call and back to her cooking again.. I was watching Korean drama and enjoying myself on couch.. After a while, there was key sound that seemed like my door was going to open soon.. There are only an idea across my mind: uncle is here now for dinner! oh my! I didn't get any information from mom that he is coming over for dinner. and you see... this is why I am so angry now.. Am I a living thing in this house? Why the hell is she not telling me there will be someone coming over?! I am not ready at all... I think everyone is doing the same as what I done normally.. we just want to make ourselves be comfort at home.. and do whatever stuff that we've never done it outside.. like how you wear and a lot of things.... I was just stunned and ran into my room.. I am not ready for meeting uncle at that time =( and it's the time right after I have done my exercise~ urgh~ and he smoke in my house!!!! I seriously hate cigarette smell and can't bare with it! I can't endure anymore! I am trying to avoid from mom's eye as my eyes are filled with anger now! But I feel so damn sorry to her T.T maybe I am just too much! over reaction? I don't know~ I am in confuse with myself... arghh~ I don't like when I am being so stingy on this little thing~ please! be awake~ okay~~ I think I am okay now... 淑娴~加油！！！